Today in our Wishcasting Circle Jamie asks, "What aspect of your personality do you wish to express more of?"
I have a confession to make. People around here (who don't know me very well, perhaps because I haven't let them get close) seem to think I am wildly confident. They believe I have this unstoppable belief in my own abilities. Some of them think I am exceptionally capable.
I am, for the most part capable. I will admit that. I will also say trendy words like "unstoppable" get on my nerves. I need to let go of that assertion for now and get on with the wishcasting.
AND... as far as the wildly confident or the unstoppable belief in myself?
I don't have it.
At all.
I can jump on the Self-Love bandwagon that has been playing since Valentine's Day with the rest of the crowd. I think I am a blast to be around, I am entertaining, I know how to tell a story.
I can leap into many swirling vortexes. I can even leap into vortexes in front of a live audience when I have no idea where that vortex will take me.
I can do the "feel the fear and do it anyway!" thing, too.
And the little beasts inside my gut are continually there, poo pooing it all. They are excellent at shouting their, "So whats!" and for whatever reason, I have until this moment, elected to give them the power to make me feel bad.
So my wish for today is, I wish to express more confidence, more boldness AND to do so with the belief that whatever I express when I am confident and bold is bigger, richer and more significant than the entire "So-what" chorus, no matter how loud they are or how fast they multiply.
I wish to express more confidence and boldness that is richer and more significant than the "so what?" chorus.
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