Plugging away, preparing for VDay

SP 128/365 I wait for auditioners
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I am working diligently to get VDay all settled - at least the who is doing what and are all the monologues decided and when can I meet with everyone and there are times when I feel like my head would spin off my neck.

Today God made me lose my keys so I would just slow down and do what I am supposed to do - right now, its sit at my desk and write. Wash dishes, sweep the floor, do one measly load of laundry - make phone calls but mostly DON'T GET SWEPT AWAY in the worry of it, sit in the wonder if life that is here, always.

I loved the way I kept a divine conversation going the entire time my keys were missing.

I try so hard not to bargain with God. I try so hard not to make childish promises, "If you help me find my keys, God, I promise I will..."

Today I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Ok, I will stay put, even if I find my keys. I will stay right here."

I decluterred, I lit candles, I breathed, I made connections, I breathed some more, I did some of my spiritual practices, I decluttered, I through some stuff away and lo and behold, guess what appeared out of "nowhere" in exactly the spot they were not in just a moment before?

My keys. Ofcourse.