Create for Your Life Now - Inspiration - Contemplation - Artistic Action
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PRINCIPLES: Devotion Passion Courage Purpose Conscious Action
PRINCIPLE #1 - DEVOTION
“All that is necessary to break the spell of inertia and frustration is to - act as if it were impossible to fail.”
Dorothea Brande
What would I be willing to do if it were impossible to fail?
Devotion – Say it with me “DEVOTION”
Listen, and then repeat:
“I am devoted to my creativity.”
Listen, now, to a creativity expert and heroine for us all, Martha Graham:
“There is a vitality, a life-force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action and because there is only one of you in all of time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and be lost.”
Are you devoted to bringing your unique creative expression to the world?
The question I am about to ask may strike you as odd.
Please accept that fact - and prepare to listen fully. Listen alongside me, heart-to-heart, mind-to-mind, soul-to-soul.
Are you waiting for permission to start living the creative life you have always desired, deep within your being?
Are you holding back because you are expecting your boss, your partner, your parent or some Divine force to wave the Green Flag and pull the trigger on the starter pistol?
Listen now for your gut response. Have you been waiting?
Be quiet and listen to your inner callings today, for they will be responding throughout the day and in the days to come.
Listen for what they will tell you.
Are you ready to receive permission to begin?
It was almost ten years ago that I sent myself to a therapist because one of my severely mentally ill clients threatened to kill me. This was somewhat of a "straw that broke the camel's back" experience at the time.
I was working tirelessly to provide service and advocate for the most severely mentally ill population in our county - I loved working with this population - but working in such a highly structured bureaucracy is so far out o f alignment with my personality that it had begun to become more painful than I could bear.
My therapist asked me to make a list of the things that scared me the most. One of the items on my list read: "I am afraid to lose my job."
Let's fast forward three months into the future from there.
Yet another client threatened my life - this one an especially frightening, vivid threat. I worked for two more weeks before waving the white flag and asking for a leave of absence. It was during that leave of absence that I got strong enough to realize that the object of my fear - leaving my job - was actually something I wanted permission to do.
My heart was asking for permission to quit my job.
And that is exactly what I did - I gave myself permission to do that which initially scared the daylights out of me.
On the day I made that decision I stood overlooking the Pacific Ocean on the bluffs in
Santa Monica
. I felt completely alive as the setting sun reflected golden rays against the ocean. The birds song were sweeter than I had ever heard before.
I sat on a park bench with a copy of Gregg Levoy's "Callings: Finding and Following an Authentic Life" sitting beside me and this poem flowed from my pencil:
Now Begin
Take away the degrees, titles, accomplishments –
What is discovered at your core?
What is it that unique, special spark?
Buried deep, neglected, chosen to ignore
Seeking to please whomever
Drowning out pure longings of your heart
Struggling, freezing, suffocating
Until finally, you choose to start
Whispers from the spirit
Soul's songs from deep within
After dancing, stranger among strangers,
Claim it! Your life! Now begin!
Devotion – Say it with me “DEVOTION”
When I lived out those moments overlooking the
Pacific Ocean
, completely ready and devoted to whatever was next – because at the time a carefully crafted plan was among the furthest things from my mind.
One thing I knew was – I was standing at a cross roads.
It felt monumental at the time. The choice I made was and continues to be monumental. This exact moment, here, with you – is an outgrowth of that choice in that moment.
I didn’t know then that it was only one of what now feels like an infinite number of crossroads, each one surprising in its own way – each one calling me to be all of me, just like this moment is now calling you.
Devotion – Say it with me “DEVOTION”
Have you been you waiting for permission to start a new business, launch a new marketing campaign, invite someone to lunch, write a poem, send an email - whatever comes up from your heart - so that you can start living your most creative life?
Beloved one, you have permission now to begin.
All you have to do is receive this permission and honor that permission by adding intention and devotion to your creativity and the creative projects waiting to be borne through you.
Receive it now.
All you have to do is honor this permission with your intention and commitment.
Honor it now.
My friend, Henry David Thoreau, said "Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined."
If you don’t respond, if you don’t say yes – remember… and know you risk:
“You are unique, and if that is not fulfilled, then something has been lost.”
“Whispers from the spirit
Soul's songs from deep within
After dancing, stranger among strangers,
Claim it! Your life! Now begin!”
We will conclude with a statement of devotion.
Use a clean sheet of paper and write briefly of your devotion to creativity – to writing.
I am now devoted to….(and at the end of each phrase or sentence, please add….) and I give myself permission…..
© 2009 Julie Jordan Scott